Dear Sister :) It's All about You to Me.

This is strange.

I still feel uncomfortable when you called me 'adek'.

The story between you and me.

Story of you and me in the past.

This is strange.

I always remember you never to called me like that.

Just called my name.

There is a distance between us that is always together.

This is strange.

You and me in the past.

Fighting, yelling at each other, hate each other.

I still remember.

You always make me cry.

Didn't protect me, like the other sisters.

All happened before, makes me feel like I life myself.

Whereas the only sister I have only you.

But we don't like the other sisters.

Sometimes,

Maybe we have the same clothes, or similar stuff.

But it wasn't enough to make me feel I'm not alone.

I don't know how you feel at that time.

I know, you're like me and never converge.

Ah, sometimes, I wish you didn't exist.

You, too, may have wished I had never born.

"First born sister to protect her younger sister.

younger sister born after older sister because the younger one need protection. "

All the words is like bullshit.

Which I know is you and me didn't close.

But I can't hate you forever.

Because you and me actually have each other.

I know, you're actually really loved me.

Because only me, younger sister you've got.

Teach me the Japanese language, introducing me litmus paper and acid-base, introducing me a matrix, showing methe form of diskettes, showing me transverse leaf images.

Apparent all that you learned in high school, you introduce me who was in elementary school.

Sometimes you make fun of me.

With your long hair, you let it break down on my head.

I had one that used to cut my hair short, certainly refuse.

But you always insist, and said "well, you have long hair now."

You and me in the past.

I don't completely hate you.

When you are not at home, I secretly look at all your things.

Writings in a book lesson, letters tucked between pages of a book, or a photo of your boyfriend.

I know everything.

Your diary too, as well as the stories that you experience out there, where I can not see it.

We are not close.

So this is how I know you laneways closer.

Everything I founnd out information about you own then make it a secret.

Because I know, I have a sister who's just you.

All changed when it was time we growing up.

When the school makes between us more distance away.

Not in the same house.

Didn't meet every day.

Didn't talk every day.

This is strange.

What we did remains as before.

I'm glad you're not home, and I still don't know how you feel.

Then, here we are now.

Really has changed.

Especially you, is much more mature.

Thinks that I as people who may be asked about your boyfriend.

Or talk about the things we want to achieve together.

This is weird.

When you called me 'adek'.

Not only  when you said it in front of me, but also in front of your friends.

I'm still not used to be this one habit.

But I'm happy.

Although once in a lifetime you call me that.

I'm thankful to have a sister like you.

Even though not the perfect sister.

But to me, you're a great big sister and really understand me.

And I am happy, I am your younger sister.

I want you to know that I love you, Onee-sama. ^ ^

* but I was too shy to say it directly. Maybe you're also so *

Kkk~ Terima kasih. 

Partai Pohon Beringin

Ini orang-orang kos ribut komentar sama berita di tv. Yang anak dibunuhlah, yang pelecehan seksual lah, partai Golkar lah.. =.=

Makin bobrok aja moral negara ini. 

Nah, ngomongin tentang partai golkar, ada kenangan masa kecilku yang nggak menyenangkan sekali tentang partai yang satu ini. =.=

Ceritanya nih ya, dulu itu pas waktu aku masih kecil, yah.. kira-kira kelas 2 atau 3 SD lah. Waktu itu aku masih tinggal di perumahan PT tempat bapak kerja.

Aku selalu punya kenangan manis di perumahan ini. Meski rumah yang ditempati berukuran kecil, dikelilingi perkebunan nanas, dan jauh dari segala kemajuan teknologi yang sedang berkembang, aku menganggapnya adalah sebuah pulau kecil. Pulau yang penduduknya adalah orang-orang yang merantau. 

Kehidupan perumahan ini selalu saja meriah. Entah pagi, entah siang, entah malam, selalu rame. Nggak terkecuali pas perayaan-perayaan tertentu. Salah satunya adalah perayaan 17 Agustus. 

Tiap taun, di awal bulan Agustus, rumah-rumah di perumahan ini sudah dihiasi dengan segala pernik-pernik ala 17 Agustus-an. Para bapak mulai mencari bambu-bambu kecil untuk memasang umbul-umbul dan bendera merah putih, anak-anak kecil merengek ke orang tua mereka untuk menghias sepeda mereka sekeren mungkin, sedang ibu-ibu berlatih senam poco-poco untuk dilombakan. Tak ketinggalan para bujang yang latian nge-band buat acara puncaknya.

Dan.....yang lagi ngetrend waktu itu adalah....lampu kelap-kelip yang dibentuk lucu lalu di pasang di depan setiap rumah. 

Yang paling keren saat itu adalah bentuk Teletubbies milik tetanggaku yang anaknya bernama Riko ( Aku lupa nama orang tuanya siapa =.=), terus bentuk bintang, bentuk bulan, bentuk bunga.. macem-macemlah pokoknya.

Kalau jalan di jalan perumahan pas malem hari, keliatan cantik banget itu lampu-lampu nya...

Dan yang bikin merusak adalah lampu kelap-kelip punyaku! >.<

Kenapaaaa bisaa?? 

Karena ibuku yang ngebentuk itu lampu-lampunya! >.< 

Nggak menyalahkan karena jelek sih.. tapi.. bentuknya itu.. yang... ya ampun... aku sampe berkali-kali ditanyain sama temenku "Wit, itu bentuk apa sih? jamur ya?"

Banyak yang mengira itu bentuk jamur. Padahal....

"Itu pohon beringin." kata ibuku pas aku tanya itu bentuk apa.

APA?! beringin dari mana coba.. jelas-jelas kalau aku yang liat itu bentuk jamur! bener-bener jamur!

Katanya sih ibu terinspirasi sama partai Golkar. =.=

Belum lagi kata bapak yang bilang itu lambang Koperasi Dwi Karya, koperasi yang ada di PT ini.

Ah.. aku juga nggak ngerti maksudnya apa orang tuaku ini.. Sungguh bentuk yang nggak lucu, dan nggak normal.. dan buat masa kecilku.... agak sedikit menyedihkan.. T.T